I wish I still saw TTC with the same optimism I did a year and a half ago.
Recently I had a friend tell me that they are going to start trying to have a baby and she was so excited. It was like you could see her drift off into “Mommyland”, envisioning her, her husband and their new baby. I remember those feelings of hopefulness. Every cycle when my period would come I would shrug it off, it was not big deal. We could always try again next cycle. But these days, even the thought of getting my period can bring on tears and major junk food fests.
How do I get those hopeful feelings back?
Well, we have decided to seek help! We have an appointment with a Reproductive Endocrinologist next moth. Also, I have been working out 3-5 days a week. I forgot how much working out can give you the confidence back that TTC has taken away.